I have two different characters and personalities. I change behaviour in a nick of an eye when accidentally aroused. So it is better to be careful with all our speeches these days, because they are a lot of girls, women and ladies like me , a sparkling chameleon , yet down to earth that changes face. Not that I can't control it but nowadays with the arrival of so many drugs, drinks and chemicals and tonics, I rather stay low down to earth and not talk too much.
I get angry very fast. I control my temper and my tantrum but life had been hard for me for the past 12 years and it has stolen from me my sense of lightheartedness as well as laughter. I fake a smile often and always learn to laugh well to the rescue. My marriage has been heavy for me and I took the burden and the load seriously. Now I just can't laugh without a reason. I must be happy.
